I was thinking in the shower tonight, and the subject tagline hit me.
The song that’s playing in my ears seems appropriate some how. It’s a good goal to reach for.
A life lived with no fear, and somewhere a clock is ticking. Time is passing, my goals won’t wait for me to work up the courage.
I had a nap today, and an awful dream.
I dreamed my ex reappeared, and took over my life, without asking.
It really made me see how much I value my independence now. I hadn’t really thought about it, but I was sitting on my balcony tonight, smoking a cigarette (yeah, I know, I quit a few months ago, leave it alone), and having a nice strong drink. I had my ipod on, headphones in my ears, and i closed my eyes, just listening to the music.
For once I didn’t feel like I needed to keep them open to keep track of what was going on, or to keep an ear open for the phone or some person.
It was awesome.
I’m going to send some flowers to the lady at the coffee shop monday, I think I’ll even put my name on the card.
Somewhere a clock is ticking.
I’m not going to wait.